I wanted to post something today, let you guys know that I am alive and well in good ol' BS. It is nothing profound, so don't expect your mind to be blown.
I am not going to lie, sometimes (times like now) I sit in front of my computer debating what to write about. I will write an entire paragraph and decide it isn't good enough, so I'll erase the whole thing. I am afraid of appearing ignorant or simple when I write these blogs-I respect you guys and value your opinion, so I don't want you guys to see me in a weak position or to expose my faults to you.
So, as I write these blogs, it is constantly running through my head what people will think as they read. But you know what? I just feel like talking tonight, so that's what this blog is going to be: some of my ramblings.
I really want to be an encourager. And to an extent I feel that I am. Maybe. I also want to receive encouragement. I feel that to an extent I am. But there could be more-on both sides. So I am going to try something-I am going to keep a list of all the times that I encourage people, the times I am encouraged, and the times I could have encouraged someone but didn't. I would appreciate it, if when you saw me, you asked how the encouraging was going-kind of a means of keeping me focused, as well as an opportunity to encourage. Part of me feels like this is a huge undertaking, while another part feels it isn't going to be that big of a deal-we'll see, I guess.
I also really want to be a Jedi or a Super Hero. Maybe one day....
I am thankful for mandatory fun-times, that actually turn out to be fun.